The only one I need is a pocket full of cash.
I could care less about designer jeans, cool watches or shoes that cost a months worth of rent…
I’ll stick to my grind and move up while you’re impressing the other sheep
Be weary of those around you, as I’ve learned from experience that not everyone is out for your best interest
So this is really my only outlet. I don’t trust many people enough to talk to them, but I can talk about things here and not really care. No one confronts me about anything I post, or asks questions, but I’m able to let things go and outta my system which helps.
I’m working part-time, going to school full time, and on my hustle 100% of the time, making money and working my ass off in school. I pay bills for myself and help out at home when I can.
My family asks for cash and if I’m able to, I never refuse. I’m really not happy here in Corvallis, but I was just about to buy a bike and start riding again to be able to relax and do something I love.
Then reality hits and a single phone call changes my hopes of riding around the track on a 140hp motorcycle to my reality of helping my family. It’s hard not to be selfish and want to keep my money to pay for something I want, but the bottom line is family over everything and I can buy a bike later.
Disappointed is an understatement of how I’m feeling now, but maybe something will turn for the better and it’ll work out. Doubtful but hope is free and I can hope all the fuck I want lol
/vent. back to homework.